I hate my life sometimes. I thought everything was going to be beautiful after i reconciled with my husband. But holy crap was i wrong. After i try and do everything to make him happy. But it seems like it all makes him mad. It was absolutely beautiful for 2 months than BAM one day Im fat Im lazy i don’t take care of my kids. He lies to me all the time to get money from me. I got a student loan check for 2000.00 he told me I can’t spend a dime of it. But he is spending it like its burning a hole in his pocket. I have gotten nothing and it was my money.
he told me i don’t work so its not my money. it is his. He has spentalmost all of it. This sucks so bad. what do i do.
He is coming into a lot of money so u feel like he is pushing me away because of that.
I would give him the shirt off of my back but i dont know if he would even think about doing the same for me. I really thought he changed, i guess not. Well at least i have my babies…. thats all that counts. I guess who care about money. My kids are very understanding. It sucks cause ill prob have to barrow his b day money to get by. Damn that so freaking sad. I can’t stop crying. At least Ty is 8 understands things. I just wish i had the money to take care of him, them . Or wish their would dad would love us. But we just have to roll with the mood swings.i can’t talk to him cause he turns at all on me. Making me feel like Im the worst person ever. But i know Im good , mother, daughter, friend, and wife but in his eyes Im nothing so oh well.